It's been a long time
since the first time i died..
It's been a long road,
and pain and mystery..
It's been cold and dark..
and it's been lonely right after..
It's been the point i realized,
that i would die again..
And it's been many more times ever since,
more painfull and gloomy..
And it's been carved inside my head,
that i would have to live..
with the fear of dying again..
till i'd be lost forever..
Then i opened my eyes,
stood and looked into the mirror..
Walked on life's path
till it would be time..
another time to say it's over..
another time to say goodbye..
Till life proves it's worth..another shot..
(just some piece of inspiration,
that i needed to note down..
life and death might have
a metaphorical meaning as well,inside those thoughts..)